Two weeks ago, my aunt passed away after suffering a stroke two weeks earlier. She had 25% brain death on the left side, leaving her unable to communicate and paralyzed on her right side. As per her DNR, she wasn't given feeding tubes or oxygen tubes, so we had to watch her slowly... yea. Not even two weeks before that, my dad was admitted to the hospital for pneumonia in one of his lungs and since he has COPD, he almost died from the hospital overdosing him on something or other (mom was livid and scared as all hell, and so was I when she told me). The past year really has been a series of sick family members from my grandmother to my mom as well.
Stress is a motivation killer, guys. Stress and fear and heart wrenching sadness.
I'm doing better now, and working on a montage to burn to disk for family members to remember my aunt by. After that is done, I nearly begging my brain to let me work on Zbrush more and back into Photoshop to produce more art for everyone and for my patrons. I'll be out of a job by Aug 4th, so I'm hoping to have another job lined up by then or enough patronage to just keep doing art.
Thank you all for your support! Love you guys!
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